Saturday, July 27, 2013

Genesis 28:15

Well it's the day I have been dreading since I knew that I was coming on this trip. The day that I have to leave my heart here in Ecuador. But more of that later. This last week has been one of the best weeks of my life as we worked with 3 groups from Florida, Arkansas, and Kentucky in the jungle for one of our kids camps. We had 190 children in total at the camp, and it is a miracle in itself that we fit that much people in the camp. I was able to teach English, one of my favorite things in the whole world. It was so much fun to see kids learning another language! The children in the jungle are very different because they literally have nothing, but have everything at the same time. These children passionately love Jesus and it is so obvious in their worship and ways. It was a great week to spend with these children and experience the Lord in a different way. So many fun times and funny experiences that I can't wait to share with all of you. Thursday, I got the privilege of working with the other staff in La Tangugha in a medical clinic. I was one of the translators for the glasses department, and it was such a blessing to watch some people being able to see for the first time. I have always had a heart for people that can't see because I have had glasses since I was 5, and my eyesight is so bad that doctors say that they can not even fix it with surgery. So my heart goes out to people like these.
  The last couple of days have been some of the hardest of my life. I have had to say so many see-you-laters that my heart is literally in my stomach and is aching. The people I have met here are so incredible and have become my family. I know you must get tired of me posting that on Facebook and Instagram and on here, but I mean what I say. Chacauco is my home and the staff is my family. Each staff member is so incredible and brings something different to the table that no one else brings. My heart is breaking as I say see-you-later to people that I have known since I was 14 and have invested and poured so much into my life. This summer has been unforgettable to say the least, and has been a real game changer in my life and what I want to do for the rest of my life. The Lord has given me so much clarity on areas that I needed clarity about my future. As many of you know, my heart is in orphanages and that I am going to open one, one day. This summer the Lord has shown me so many things and so many options that I know that's what I am going to do for the rest of my life. The Lord has even shown me a city and ways to open an orphanage in that city, and I am so grateful and excited for what the future holds for me.
     Now, many people have asked me if I am coming back to Chacauco next summer, and I will tell you the honest truth: I have no earthly idea. I know Ecuador is where God wants me, but due to some scholarship and school things I am not sure if I will be able to come to Chacauco next summer, even though that breaks my heart even more. But, I am trusting the Lord because He knows the plans for me and His plans are precious, prosperous, and perfect for my life. And who am I to say no to His perfect plan? I am hoping that I will return and praying, but we will just have to see what happens with my school and the scholarship requirements. I know that ALL things work together for my good, whether I can see it or not. Despite sorrow and uncertainty I am clinging to one very, very, very important verse that the Lord has promised me.

"I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land. I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you"
Genesis 28:15

"Yo estoy contigo. Te protegeré por dondequiera que vayas, y te traeré de vuelta a esta tierra. No te abandonaré hasta cumplir con todo lo que te he prometido"
 Génesis 28:15

Thank you so much for reading along with me in this journey. I love you all so much!

Morgan Ramsey
Isaiah 6:8

Saturday, July 20, 2013

My cup overflows

My heart is filled to the max and is overflowing with joy from the Lord from this last couple of weeks. We had a group from Fairdale in Louisville, Kentucky and Grandview from the Dallas area of Texas. It was such a blessing to be able to work with them because they were such good groups! We worked in a nice community in Ambato and did VBS with their children there. We had 100 children each day, if not more, which is incredible growth for the children's ministry in that area. They recognized about 6 of the children that come each Sunday. So that means that 94 of those children were new to the church and some hearing the gospel for the first time. That is so incredible to me that some of the children had heard the gospel for the first time!!! How exciting! We had an incredible week working with the children, but also working with the Apatug community, the same community that suffered persecution that I spoke of earlier in my blog. We did construction and did much needed cleaning up the area, and the people were so appreciative of the help that we gave them that they made us qui, guinea pig. Now some people were really grossed out by this since it was served as a whole guinea pig, but it is so good! Qui is the nicest form of appreciation that the Quechua people can give us. It is a rarity and used only for the best occasions. I love the Apatug community so much, and it broke my heart to see them one last time last Thursday night.
   On a happier note, many of you know that my birthday was yesterday and it was such a wonderful day. My wonderful roomies sang to me at midnight and brought me balloons, a card, and a beautiful scarf. I am so blessed to be rooming and living with the best people in the world. I love you Michelle, Carolina, Andy, Alejandra, and Michaela!! After many disrupted plans, I went to Ambato (my favorite city in the world) to shop and eat with a couple of the interns and it was so much fun! And eventually yes, my face was smashed into a cake. Gotta love Ecuadorian traditions.  I was reminded throughout the whole day that even though my heart is breaking just at the thought that my time here is now reduced to a week, The Lord has blessed me incredibly here. With incredible friends and family, my cup truly is overflowing. Blessed can not even begin to explain how I feel. Please continue to pray for me as I am traveling to the jungle today until Wednesday to do a children's camp where I will be a part of a team, and teaching English! I am so excited about that!
   Also, pray for me emotionally. My mind is consumed of thoughts about leaving, and it absolutely breaks my heart to the point of tears. Pray for my transition back into the States, as I know I will feel so out of place. Thank you so much for the prayers! I love you all!

Morgan Ramsey
Isaiah 6:8

Thursday, July 11, 2013

To be and make disciples

Thank you so much to the ones that have been praying for me during this week during our first youth camp of the summer! I can honestly say that it was one of the best weeks of my life. We had youth from literally all over the country come to hear about the one true God for four days. And it was an amazing four days at that. We have had changes at the camp recently as we have lost two interns for the summer, Anna Sanders and Tori Walker, so continue praying for them as Anna starts her senior year and Tori starts her first year at the University of Kentucky (yuck, I know). But we have gained one new intern named Tyson Lott from Montgomery, Alabama who is about to be a junior at Auburn. Pray for Tyson as he begins his five week internship here!
     Update on Seth Peacock: He was very sick a couple of days ago, but received a shot, lots of medication, and lots of sleep and is doing much better! Unfortunately, he leaves tomorrow to make his journey home on Saturday night, so please pray for safe travels for him! Seth has been a big blessing to the camp, and we will miss him so much! I hate to see him go partially because I know I leave two weeks after him, and my heart is starting to break, but we are not going to talk about that here!
    The youth camp was probably one of the best weeks of my life in all honesty. It was so great to see youth that passionately love Jesus with their whole heart, and so encouraging for me. But my favorite part wasn't the games, the competitions, the band, the speaker. My favorite part of the whole week occurred Tuesday night. The theme of the conference was to be and make disciples. We talked the four days about what it means to be imitators of Christ and what that looks like in modern day life. At Tuesday night we talked a lot about serving one another and at the end of the conference we had a foot washing ceremony. I personally did not get to wash feet but watching the process was one of the most humbling and amazing experiences I have ever witnessed. As I watched tears stream down the Ecuadorian youths' faces, my feelings will never be explainable. I was reminded of when Jesus washed his disciples feet, and I immediately identified with their feelings of unworthiness. I placed myself in the position of the disciples and realized the incredible worth of this ceremony. I can never put in words what the Lord did in my heart that night, but it was a life-changing, perspective-changing experience that I will never forget. I hope and pray that you all can experience that ceremony, because I can not even try to explain the significance and the ultimate humbling experience.
    I am being amazed by the Lord every day in a different area. For that day it was the incredible, unfailing, unchanging love that our father has for us. And that night I got a little glimpse of that love in a different country with different people, in a totally different language but the same love and the same act of love that Jesus did for his disciples.
   Things like these happen every day around here. The Lord is so prevalent here, but he works in a different way in my life every day to show the same love He has for me. I have had the absolute best time here in Ecuador, and my heart is breaking every time I think about going back to the states in just two short weeks. I have done so many fun things and met so many incredible people, that all I can think is: this is my home. I can't imagine how out of place I am going to feel when I go back to the States, so begin praying for me in that period of transition. I have been coming in contact with different people every week, leading worship every weak with the incredibly talented Seth Peacock, seen so many things that I have been changed from the inside out all over again!
   I can never thank you for the outpoural of prayers on my life! Keep praying for us as we have a youth camp in the jungle next week, but I am staying at the mountain camp to help with a VBS here. So many exciting things are happening as I am going white water rafting tomorrow (for the ones that know my story of last year, I am securing my self in that raft so what happened last year will not be repeated)! And my birthday is next week and I AM SO EXCITED! Thank you and I love you all!

Morgan Ramsey
Isaiah 6:8

Saturday, July 6, 2013

Galatians 6:9

Life is going by so fast here in Ecuador, but I am having the greatest time here in Ecuador! We have just finished the first real big children's camp and It was so much fun! We had four different teams throughout the camp, rojo, azul, amarillo, and verde (the best team). We were originally expecting 100-120 children, but ended up with 47 wonderful children! The government kept changing the day that children were out of school, and the camp ended up being when many children had final exams. But 100 children or not we had a wonderful time with these children. These children came from different backgrounds, different stories, different lifestyles that what I am accustomed too. We had devotionals, a talent show, a hike, an excursion to the pool, a bonfire, but most importantly we showed the children about the only thing that mattered the whole weekend: Jesus Christ. I had one of the best times of my life, but I was plagued with weariness the whole weekend, due to me getting barely any sleep while sleeping with the girls in the dorm the whole week. The Lord brought the verse Galatians 6:9 to my mind throughout the whole weekend, "So let's not get tired of doing what is good. At just the right time we will reap a harvest of blessing if we don't give up". Sometimes, it is easy to think that the work I do here is pointless, because I will never see the fruit of the harvest that I am sowing. I see the children for a couple days, pour out the love of Jesus, and never see them again. And to be honest, that can be frustrating at times, But, it gives me hope that I will eventually see what a simple VBS and being the light of Jesus can do in a child's and adult's life. And that is so exciting! This kid's camp opened my eyes to the different back grounds that the children come from. My heart was broken for one child that I noticed that kept to himself the whole weekend. I asked one of the staff here at Chacauco what was going on, and they said that his parents had just gotten a divorce recently and it was impacting the child in a negative way. Stories like these filled the camp, and it broke my heart to see children hurting and coming from different points of life to experience this radical message of Jesus Christ. It was such a good week with the kids and to see them take in the gospel, some of them for the first time was such a privilege.
   Continue to pray for us here at Chacauco as we begin our youth camp tomorrow! It will last until Wednesday, and I am so excited to see what God will do! Continue praying for me as I have only 3 1/2 weeks left and it breaks my heart to think about it!

Morgan Ramsey
Isaiah 6:8